This week is going to be a test. It’s going to be a challenge to see how well we can cope with everything going on around us. For me it’s not going to be easy, I’m outnumbered and out of my comfort zone, and there’s not slot I can really do about it.
I will keep trying, just as long as there’s something to try for. I won’t pretend for anyone’s sake and I won’t make myself uncomfortable.
I am scared, I’m worried it won’t work out. I’m worried this week will be to much for me to handle. I’m worried the reactions I will get and how to deal with them.
I’m looking forward to it all being over now.