Sometimes there are things you want to say, but your just not sure if those words should ever be spoken. You want to explain but you hold back and let people make up there own meaning from what you said.
Your scared that if they learnt the truth they will finally understand, or if they took the words in the wrong way you can never take them back once they have been said…does that make sense?
It takes a great amount of courage to speak the words you really need to say, and out of fear we won’t say them. We hope people can understand things that you yourself can’t seem to understand them.
But what if the words you want to say aren’t really your words. There words that the depression inside you has formed. Then what?
I want to say the words I mean but I can’t afford to. The price is far to high.